Those are the words that sum up my 2018 - I know I should be counting my blessings and successes however there would not be any success without going through hardships. 2018 really put me on the line to test my innermost strength. I don't regret the year - don't get me wrong but I am so ready to say thank you, next, please!
I'd like to think that 2018 gave me some good memories to move on from. I going to treat my 2018 year as an ex to reminisce the good stuff then share why I am so happy and ready to move on.
One, I burned a few bridges for a very good reason. Backstabbing "friends" are really not the best to keep. I placed so much trust in this person who in return would spread nasty things about me. I was pretty much hurt to the point, I got sick and it mentally tortured me. The thing is, I am now grateful to this person because I learned that not everyone is going to be your friend. Trust your gut, if you have this feeling that the person you are talking to is betraying you - believe in your friggin' gut.
Two, I neglected my health. There were many times that I would push myself to go to work even if I am unwell because people depended on me. I seriously need to stop that.
Three, I stressed on the small things when I could have focused on the good.
My dear 2018, it was a good run. I am happy you came into my life and the challenges we went through together. We laughed, we cried (a damn lot), and I gave you my all-out support to whatever you would bring me. But it just wasn't working for me and I need to catch up with myself.
Thank you for the memories, the lessons you taught me and the heartbreak. I'd like to believe that I came out stronger. Goodbye 2018, I'm getting with 2019 now.
Here's my inspiration for this blog post lasses, you are welcome!
Here's my inspiration for this blog post lasses, you are welcome!
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